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Lucifer Loves Me
02:02
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Lucifer loves me
He told me in a dream
Lucifer loves me
I'm starting now to see
Lucifer loves me
Lucifer loves me
Lucifer loves me
Lucifer loves me
He loves me
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2. |
Kenburnsing
02:27
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I need you
You need me
That moment when you saw me
Did you feel the same?
I still think about that day
Best friends is not close to the way that I want you
I want you
I can't let go
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3. |
Bob the Habit Builder
02:40
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How do I know when things are safe for me
To put my life in danger on the daily?
Habit builder, oathbreaker
good-for-nothing faithless faker
Just like the book says - you'll see later
And when I'm gone I guess I'll see if I
Have ripped apart my insides just to get by
Habit builder, life breaker
I don't want to live forever
Just like Bob was:
a fucking loser.
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4. |
Two Hundred 70
01:26
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5. |
Autumn Birthdays
02:15
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It's colder today in my mind
I'm freezing up inside
Fuck this, I'm going back home!
I'm not going to kill myself
but everyday I feel like dying after work
Slouched over in defeat
and the day staring back at me
with a smug look on its face
Time will kill me
I'm pushing back the second hand
18,
23
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6. |
Order & Routine
02:44
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Pax, pipe celebration
It's getting late now
Migraine in my brain
Which strain will dull that pain now?
'cause I want that one
Insomnia hasn't figured me out yet
But it ruined Dad & I guess that means I'm next
That's how it works right?
That's how it works right.
I know I'm fucking up my mind
But I can't ruin whats already destroyed
Stop with the chaos, brain!
I need order & routine right now
To draw the line across my mouth every morning
Slowing down the particles set in motion
By a childhood wasted
I won't see you in heaven
But atleast I know that happiness ends with my last breath
I know I'm fucking up my mind
But I can't ruin whats already destroyed
Stop with the chaos, brain!
I need order & routine
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7. |
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I'm not wasting
my time
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8. |
Cereal Eater Status
03:41
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Do you even know what it's like
living 6 feet underwater, gasping for meaning?
Inhaling water in my lungs feels so good I don't even mind
But it gets old
What do I know?
I don't know anything about me, I'm afraid
So I'll just go pour a bowl
Or maybe 4 more
and then this will be the last time
Atleast before tomorrow
And then I say, just one more day, couldn't hurt any more than today
I'm afraid
that when I die
I'll go to waste
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9. |
Unearth
01:47
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Sweaty hands shake inconsolably
This isn't me, this is what I was conditioned to be
a childhood of illusory agency
I'm not what they wanted for me
I know it's alot to absorb
but I want you to help me
Deconstruct & rebuild on the good
and start a new idea of livelihood
I'm not broken but I was getting there
Before I found you I was freezing up
And I just want you to know
That I don't know everything
Some days it feels like anything
But home is here, and I'll never go.
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Summer 2000 Utah
midwestern fith wave diy stream-of-consciousness hyperemo from the mountains of utah by jacob
s2k.chpoint.online
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