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John Krasinski

by Summer 2000

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1.
Lucifer loves me He told me in a dream Lucifer loves me I'm starting now to see Lucifer loves me Lucifer loves me Lucifer loves me Lucifer loves me He loves me
2.
Kenburnsing 02:27
I need you You need me That moment when you saw me Did you feel the same? I still think about that day Best friends is not close to the way that I want you I want you I can't let go
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How do I know when things are safe for me To put my life in danger on the daily? Habit builder, oathbreaker good-for-nothing faithless faker Just like the book says - you'll see later And when I'm gone I guess I'll see if I Have ripped apart my insides just to get by Habit builder, life breaker I don't want to live forever Just like Bob was: a fucking loser.
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It's colder today in my mind I'm freezing up inside Fuck this, I'm going back home! I'm not going to kill myself but everyday I feel like dying after work Slouched over in defeat and the day staring back at me with a smug look on its face Time will kill me I'm pushing back the second hand 18, 23
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Pax, pipe celebration It's getting late now Migraine in my brain Which strain will dull that pain now? 'cause I want that one Insomnia hasn't figured me out yet But it ruined Dad & I guess that means I'm next That's how it works right? That's how it works right. I know I'm fucking up my mind But I can't ruin whats already destroyed Stop with the chaos, brain! I need order & routine right now To draw the line across my mouth every morning Slowing down the particles set in motion By a childhood wasted I won't see you in heaven But atleast I know that happiness ends with my last breath I know I'm fucking up my mind But I can't ruin whats already destroyed Stop with the chaos, brain! I need order & routine
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I'm not wasting my time
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Do you even know what it's like living 6 feet underwater, gasping for meaning? Inhaling water in my lungs feels so good I don't even mind But it gets old What do I know? I don't know anything about me, I'm afraid So I'll just go pour a bowl Or maybe 4 more and then this will be the last time Atleast before tomorrow And then I say, just one more day, couldn't hurt any more than today I'm afraid that when I die I'll go to waste
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Unearth 01:47
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Sweaty hands shake inconsolably This isn't me, this is what I was conditioned to be a childhood of illusory agency I'm not what they wanted for me I know it's alot to absorb but I want you to help me Deconstruct & rebuild on the good and start a new idea of livelihood I'm not broken but I was getting there Before I found you I was freezing up And I just want you to know That I don't know everything Some days it feels like anything But home is here, and I'll never go.

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10 songs from a bedroom on a mountain in the wilderness

check out my meta-project C H Point (where this album was also released) at chpoint.bandcamp.com

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released January 29, 2021

everything: jacob r. west (c h point)

Special thx to: Jane, Austin, Kellen, Jordan, James

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midwestern fith wave diy stream-of-consciousness hyperemo from the mountains of utah by jacob

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